Between Good and Better

Do you ever have those days where you just reflect on some of the decisions you've made in your life and thought maybe you should chosen something else? Then you end up sitting on your bed in your favorite nightgown watching the Yin Yang episodes of Psych. No? Just me? Hmm...well anyway; today has been one of those days. Sometimes its hard to pill to swallow when you realize that one day you may regret your decisions. I'm not talking about consequences to bad decisions I'm talking about those times when you're faced with a choice and you have to decide what you want. Sometimes you've chosen well and you live happily ever after, then sometime you wake up and think "dang, I should have handled that differently." There are factors that change the outcome (parameters as we say in Exercise Science)timing, place in life, etc, all effecting the way you make those decisions. It's really hard when you have to decide between good and better not knowing how things will work out in the long run. It's these times when trusting in God is so hard yet essential. God sees the big picture and sometime we screw up the picture but he still works with it and makes it into a beautiful masterpiece. Cliche, I know, but it is true. It's something I have to remind myself on days like today. Sometimes you have to look at it and go "welp, maybe that wasn't the best choice to make but what's done is done and God is in control." I needed to write my thoughts down but I also want to encourage anyone (as few as they may be) that whatever bad choice you made (sinful or just ones that aren't the best) that it's ok and God can work with you anyway because God is the incredible all power creator of the Universe! Then I also want to say, even those little decisions matter, so think long and hard before you make your choices, one Saturday you may wake up and regret it. Love to all! -Taylor